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Grocery Store Primate
31 July 2013 @ 04:27 pm
ABC's of me...

A - Age: 31
B - Best Quality: Compassion, vulnerability, sense of humor, deep love
C - Choice Of Meat: chicken
D - Dream Date: Surprises!
E - Ex (most recent): Officially, Dustin. More realistically, Michael H.
F - Favorite Food: chicken cesar salad
G - Greatest Accomplishment: It's still moving out of New Hampshire. And making a living by working for myself. Yes yes. :)
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: I think it was this one time that i was sleeping over my cousins house with another cousin and some girl friends of ours. We played with our hair and her mom's make up and for whatever reason the night was so much fun and we were so happy and innocent that i actually felt "high." It was exactly like being perfectly stoned though i didn't know that until years and years later. It was seriously the most naturally euphoric i've ever felt. Based on pure and innocent happiness. Ah, the laughter of children. :)
I - Internal conflicts: Caring for someone who is wonderful, who deserves the love, kindness, and caring that you lavish them with, but not getting anything of worth in return, though they try. * Wow, five years later and this is what i just got out of again.
K - Kool-Aid: Grape kool aid once saved my life. No lie.
L - Love: is a wonderful thing. We can over-super-duper analyze it, blame it all on biological reflexes, but it's nice, it feels good, and people who get funked out over it aren't going to find it so easy because they're keeping it away. Relax and welcome it and it'll be a wonderful wonderful thing. Sure it might go wrong somewhere, but then you get the chance to find more somewhere else. * I still feel this way!
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: My bernina sewing machine!
N - Name: Lily.
O - Outfit You Love: Trashy black shirts, tight black leggings with crazy details, my legwarmers, and my shorty leather jacket. EVERYDAY!
P - Pizza Toppings: Greek vegetable. 
Q - Question you want to ask: What am i doing wrong?
S - Sport To Watch: fucking
T - Television Show: Workaholics.
U - Unique habit: complete self destruction in the face of slight imperfections in love.
W - Winter: Yeah! Ok!
Y - Year Born: 1982
Z - Zodiac Sign: Pisces. Sexy rising.


Current:
Clothes- Tight. Black. Leathery. Barefoot. Tons of bangles. Gold and green polish.
Taste- Impeccable.
Hair- Big messy black long and dreads.
Annoyance- Waiting for my money.
Smell- Dog shit summer grass yard.
Thing I Ought To Be Doing- Traveling the world. Dancing. Re-upholstering. Taking advantage of work opprotunities. Drawing, writing, apologizing.
Desktop Picture- black
Favorite Music Group- Alt J
Book You're Reading- Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, Time Machine
CD In CD Player- Snow, Arrested Development, or a PM Dawn mix.
Refreshment- Energy Drink to make me poop. Sparkling water.
Worry- A burned bridge. Missed opportunity. Teeth. Money. Legacy.

Last Person:
You Touched- Jeffree, my blind date from last night.
You Talked To- In person? A bunch of my wonderful and super awesome roommates.
You Hugged- Jeffree.
You Instant Messaged- All of our god damned mothers.
You Yelled At- Michael H.
You Kissed- Jeffree.

Favorite:
Food- bottlecap candy
Drink- pink lemonade
Color- Coppers, golds, gems
Album- lots.
Shoes- None! Well, some black wedge boots, but i can't really wear them.
Animal- Cats.
Movie- Today is "The Secretary."
Dance- Lyrical/contemporary. Though i think i'd mostly prefer a hip-hop/lyrical/contemporary mix. Solo or partnered. Oh! And the Viennese Waltz!!!
Song- Lil Kim - Drugs.
Vegetable- GODDAMN ROMANESCO BROCCOLI!!!
Fruit- Strawberries! Blueberries! Grapes! Apples! Pineapple!! And.... banana? Is a banana a fruit? Because i like them too .
Cartoon- Charlie Brown!!!!!

Who Do You Want To:
Slap- Someone sexy and topless and DTF
Look Like- Me! Or a kitty! :)
Talk To Offline- Andy, Michael, Gary, Justa, Josh...
Talk To Online- Hot emo cam girls who want to show me their pussy in HD and RL.
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
20 November 2010 @ 09:21 pm
ABC's of me...

A - Age: 28
B - Best Quality: My sweetness. :) 
C - Choice Of Meat: beef for now, due to change in two days
D - Dream Date: Surprises!
E - Ex (most recent): Jon H
F - Favorite Food: snacks!
G - Greatest Accomplishment: Becoming a freelance seamstress!
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: Hasn't happened yet! :-D
I - Internal conflicts: None!
K - Kool-Aid: Grape kool aid once saved my life. No lie.
L - Love: is a wonderful thing. We can over-super-duper analyze it, blame it all on biological reflexes, but it's nice, it feels good, and people who get funked out over it aren't going to find it so easy because they're keeping it away. Relax and welcome it and it'll be a wonderful wonderful thing. Sure it might go wrong somewhere, but then you get the chance to find more somewhere else.
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: My sewing machine.
N - Name: Fartfucker
O - Outfit You Love: Black slip, tiny hoodie, green scarf, fishnets, brown alpaca legwarmers skate shoes!
P - Pizza Toppings: Greek vegetable. 
Q - Question you want to ask: What does this smell like?
S - Sport To Watch: My friends plauing kickball/dodgeball on Monday nights.  
T - Television Show: Dexter
U - Unique habit: Living like i do
W - Winter: What winter?
Y - Year Born: 1982
Z - Zodiac Sign: Pisces. Libra rising.


Current:
Clothes- Dark, tight, a little bit layered. Portland! Ish!
Taste- None.
Hair- Big blonde dreads down to my butt. .
Annoyance- None! Everything is rad! :) 
Smell- None
Thing I Ought To Be Doing- nothing - it's free time right now. :)
Desktop Picture- green 
Favorite Music Group- Blockhead!!!
Book You're Reading- Blink!
CD In CD Player- No cd player!
Refreshment- Kombucha. 
Worry- None! :)

Last Person:
You Touched- Patrick
You Talked To- In person? Chi Chi. On the phone? Jon H
You Hugged- Patrick
You Instant Messaged- Patrick 
You Yelled At- Ronin the kitty! 
You Kissed- Patrick. :)

Favorite:
Food- Steak!!
Drink- Kombucha, Grape Soda
Color- Olive green
Album- lots.
Shoes- My etnies skate shoes, even when i'm not skatin 
Animal- Sea otters!
Movie- Today is "The Secretary."
Dance- Lyrical/contemporary. Though i think i'd mostly prefer a hip-hop/lyrical/contemporary mix. Solo or partnered. Oh! And the Viennese Waltz!!!
Song- Snow - Sugarcane
Vegetable- Spinich
Fruit- Strawberries! Blueberries! Grapes! Apples! Pineapple!! And.... banana? Is a banana a fruit? Because i like them too .
Cartoon- Charlie Brown!!!!!

Who Do You Want To:
Slap- No one!
Look Like- Me! Or a kitty! :)
Talk To Offline- Patrick, Jon H, Justa, Esther, Georgia, My grandfolks. Patrick Stewart. Dr. Oliver Sacks. Etc.
Talk To Online- Your butt.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: Ani Difranco - She Says
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
28 December 2009 @ 12:40 am
There is no better feeling than the forearms of someone who cares about you across your back. Hugging, dancing, fucking - nothing beats the feeling of being able to completely collapse and still be safe. Emotional support. Warmth. Something stable and so gentle. I can't get it out of my head.
 
 
Current Music: Lykke Li - Tonight
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
25 September 2009 @ 08:38 pm
I feel good right now, i feel really good! I made some adjustments in my life and rebuilt from the ground up on a lot of things. I feel good about tonight. It almost looks like all my pieces are about to fall into place. I also think that six months ago, a year ago, two years ago, three years ago, i was hoping that i could someday be living the way that i am right now. I'm so proud of me. And i feel that i am about to be loved for exactly who i have become.

:)

~jenifer~
 
 
Current Mood: happyhappy
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
07 January 2009 @ 10:26 pm
I love my house.

My house gave birth to our second pinball machine tonight.

34 lbs. 347864856348756387569345876 ounces.

With a multiball.



 
 
Current Mood: happyhappy
 
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
28 December 2008 @ 03:36 pm
I was just chatting with my roommate about a current tiny romantic dilemma i've been sorting out in my head. She says that i can't expect to be sexually and emotionally fulfilled by the same person; that it is too much for one person to be responsible for.  And that i'm totally alright for dating one person for sex and another for an emotional connection.

I think that this is crazy. I've never done that before. I've always been able to find both in the same person; it's not about responsibility, it's about love.

Am i insane? Or just very lucky?
 
 
Current Music: lcd soundsystem
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
07 December 2008 @ 05:02 pm
Stolen from my own earlier post like a year ago:

ABC's of me...

A - Age: 26
B - Best Quality: Comptabilesty Appeal; Something that means compassion, adaptability, and honesty (the up-front-not-always-welcome kind) and sexy.
C - Choice Of Meat: chicken
D - Dream Date: Surprises!
E - Ex (most recent): Andrew Scot Connell. Still.
F - Favorite Food: Sandwiches!!
G - Greatest Accomplishment: Nothing much bigger than getting the eff out of New Hampshire.
H - Happiest Day of Your Life: I think it was this one time that i was sleeping over my cousins house with another cousin and some girl friends of ours. We played with our hair and her mom's make up and for whatever reason the night was so much fun and we were so happy and innocent that i actually felt "high." It was exactly like being perfectly stoned though i didn't know that until years and years later. It was seriously the most naturally euphoric i've ever felt. Based on pure and innocent happiness. Ah, the laughter of children. :)
I - Internal conflicts: Caring for someone who is wonderful, who deserves the love, kindness, and caring that you lavish them with, but not getting anything of worth in return, though they try.
K - Kool-Aid: Grape kool aid once saved my life. No lie.
L - Love: is a wonderful thing. We can over-super-duper analyze it, blame it all on biological reflexes, but it's nice, it feels good, and people who get funked out over it aren't going to find it so easy because they're keeping it away. Relax and welcome it and it'll be a wonderful wonderful thing. Sure it might go wrong somewhere, but then you get the chance to find more somewhere else.
M - Most Valued Thing I Own: Kettle Brand Honey Dijon Chips. .... and now that they are gone i will go with laptop. N - Name: LoverFace.
O - Outfit You Love: Any perfect band shirt with my super baggy plaid b-girl shorts. Only while on my bmx though.
P - Pizza Toppings: Greek vegetable. 
Q - Question you want to ask: Will you help me?
S - Sport To Watch: Soccer.
T - Television Show: The Office.
U - Unique habit: Upper spine dance reactions.
W - Winter: Yeah! Ok!
Y - Year Born: 1982
Z - Zodiac Sign: Pisces. Sexy rising.


Current:
Clothes- Greyish, thermalish, layerish. Portland! Ish!
Taste- Honey Dijon.
Hair- Shower nozzle mess.
Annoyance- Improbabilities. Needed repairs.
Smell- Honey Dijon.
Thing I Ought To Be Doing- Traveling the world. Casting lovers aside. Maiming a marionette in Paris.
Desktop Picture- standard.
Favorite Music Group- you.
Book You're Reading- Help! A Bear is Eating Me! Mykle Hansen.
CD In CD Player- No cd player!
Refreshment- Juice. Water.
Worry- Love. Teeth. Money. Raingear.

Last Person:
You Touched- Billy the Kid!
You Talked To- In person? The hottest dude at Hot Lips today (not the one i'm bangin).
You Hugged- Jon... kind of.
You Instant Messaged- All of our god damned mothers.
You Yelled At- snakes.
You Kissed- Jon.

Favorite:
Food- BUMBLE BEE BUTT!!!   .... that means nothing!
Drink- Mate'!
Color- Charcoal.
Album- lots.
Shoes- If you've ever met me, you know what shoes i'm wearing. One kick ass pair of docs.
Animal- Sea otters!
Movie- Today is "The Secretary."
Dance- Lyrical/contemporary. Though i think i'd mostly prefer a hip-hop/lyrical/contemporary mix. Solo or partnered. Oh! And the Viennese Waltz!!!
Song- Jose Gonzales' "Crosses."
Vegetable- Lettuce! Iron Sulfate!
Fruit- Strawberries! Blueberries! Grapes! Apples! Pineapple!! And.... banana? Is a banana a fruit? Because i like them too .
Cartoon- Charlie Brown!!!!!

Who Do You Want To:
Slap- No one!
Look Like- Me! Or a kitty! :)
Talk To Offline- Jon. Andrew C. My grandfolks. Patrick Stewart. Dr. Oliver Sacks.
Talk To Online- Your butt. 
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
08 August 2008 @ 09:35 pm
Heh.  
I love coming home and finding 6 donated kegs in my garage when i'm putting my bike away.

Fucking awesome.
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
26 June 2008 @ 11:42 pm
"Once in awhile, the moon will fain from the sun. Chests will cave, ribs will break, and my hands will remain blistered."
 
 
Grocery Store Primate
30 May 2008 @ 10:37 am
After getting back from LA and working a double shift, i was still stoked out enough to go down the street and do shots with my roommates and some of the other boys from the dance troupe. We came back to the house, pitched a tent in the back yard and watched "The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly" on a laptop and fell asleep spooning each other.

I think my life is pretty stellar.